[sticky entry] Sticky: about me

Dec. 15th, 2025 09:48 pm
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hi, i'm valentine! ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’Œ

21 years old being (any pronouns). i speak spanish and english. 
casual artist and writer, though i only post fandom related pieces online. anxious, autistic and a mess. big music, books and movies nerd.
used to be into personality studies... i'm a infj 2w3 269 phlegmatic-sanguine RLUAI if that makes sense for anyone.

i'm a extremely amateur writer, who just started in 2025 (tried once a long time ago, then gave up), and english is not my first language so what i write might not be as good... but i'm here to learn! please be mindful of this if you read any of my works.
i enjoy fluff and heart warming stories just as much as sexual content and dark themes. the later will always be restricted and tagged, of course!!!

i'm in a few fandoms and i'm huge multishipper. these ones are my main ones:

fandoms
  • identity v
  • jojo's bizarre adventure
  • homestuck
  • chainsaw man
  • limbus company
  • star trek
  • hannibal
  • good omens
and i don't talk much about these, but i like avatar, genshin impact, cookie run, discworld, pokemon, undertale and deltarune, steven universe, death note, kingdom hearts, hunter x hunter, twisted wonderland, nu: carnival, vocaloid + more

my otps
  • luchino / eli (identity v)
  • joseph / aesop (identity v)
  • violetta / tracy (identity v)
  • gyro / johnny (jojo's bizarre adventure: steel ball run)
  • vriska / terezi (homestuck)
  • aki / angel (chainsaw man)
  • ineffable husbands (good omens)
  • gaara / rock lee (naruto)
  • zuko / katara (avatar: the last airbender)
  • alrecchino / furina (genshin impact)
  • kurapika / chrollo (hunter x hunter)
  • ochako / toga (boku no hero academia)

heads up: i talk a lot about luchino and eli from identity v (more about them in my second sticky). that's something i want to change here, as i want to give more variety to my post because oh boy, do i look obssesed. 

if you have found my account, don't get intimidated by this, i beg you! i'm slowly trying to get used to the website, and expand farther from my main fandom. i love interacting!

nice to meet you <3

[sticky entry] Sticky: my otp <3

Dec. 16th, 2025 10:37 pm
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showing my otp
eli clark x luchino diruse ๐Ÿงช๐Ÿ”ฎ๐ŸฆŽ
from identity v.

obsessed with them since 2022!! my works are mainly focused on them.
canonically met each other, both part of the manor game 6-B.

i love all depictions of them, from the fluffliest nerds in love with a slow burn romance to doomed, tragic lovers to the most gruesome and unhealthy pair who'd ruin the others life <3 they are just so fun to play with !!
aside from the canon game, i have many skin pairings such as surveyor/emergency transport, poisonfeather/horrendous, spring heated wine/unyielding devotion, etc! all of them with their one stories--
aaaand i've created mutiple AU's, being my favorite one my library AU (the first fanfic i ever wrote!)
i switch them around, with some top/bottom preferences for certain pairings but nothing serious.

so yeah!! these are the guys many of my posts will be about. i've been trying to get more people into them and it has worked so far so! i won't stop talking about them in a long time.

links:
check the daily account on twitter.
check the ship playlist.
check the ao3 tag! seer/professor and seer/evil reptilian.

luchieliheart
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i wish i could share something more positive here (i will! i promise!). but i really want to keep using this platform, and i guess these kinds of doubts are just inherent to the creative process, right?

for months now i've been in this constant dilemma of "i should be more demanding of my work, not doing so means i don't respect the craft" vs "i should keep creating, even when it's bad, so i can be good one day". fortunately, i haven't given up and stopped drawing or writing, like i did years ago, but every time i think i've finally made peace with having zero expectations (for better or worse), it never lasts long.

that's also why i don’t share much. i have around 7 GB of drawings i've never shared, and i'm not sure i ever will? in my mind, i just don't want to realize that what i thought was great actually wasn't, or worse, let everyone see how mediocre my average attempt is.
 
i wasn't trying to make any point or reflection here. i just wanted to say this somewhere, and everyone i've talked to about this gets irritated or simply doesn't understand ๐Ÿ˜ญ

anyway, goes back to writing...
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last week, i finished my first longfic, and my first story ever.
 
it was a library AU, fluffly, and low-stakes (maybe a bit too low-stakes), at around 35k words. this project was really just me wanting my OTP to have the cute story i’d always wanted to read.
it has been quite a journey. I won’t ramble too much about it here, since i’ve already done that multiple times everywhere else, even in the author’s notes. honestly, i think this work is proof of how much i’ve improved since i first started in 2022, and especially since i picked it back up in 2025.
i’m still not ready to let librarian eli x scholar luchino go. i have an ongoing ficlet collection where i’ll keep dropping random scenes, plus an explicit fic of them in an established relationship. i’ve also included many of my other ships in this AU that only my friends know about... maybe i could write about them, too.
 
i’m not sure what's next yet. I have other longfic ideas as well as some wips i left behind, and there are always challenges and events going on here.
 
let’s see what comes next!
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not a vent, just an update on what i've been up to in february:

trying to be an adult, trying to be creative, and failing miserably at both )
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after an embarassing amount of time, i've finished my fic for the hey sweetheart event by [community profile] ficwip . 
the goal was to make these two emotionally closed off men, who would stab themselves before admitting their feelings, call each other sweetheart. it happened. it didn't end up well. ๐Ÿ’—
i keep finding typos, errors, and lines i’m not crazy about, but i’m already working on fixing them. luckily, not many people have read it yet (perks of writing for an unpopular pairing, i guess!). at least no one will notice the constant editing i’ve been doing on the posted work.
pd: it's an standalone, but i recommend reading passenger before.

dead words
fandom: identity v | pairing: eli clark/luchino diruse
tags: angst, implied sexual content, post-apocalypse, mutual pining, drinking, drunken confessions, denial of feelings, bittersweet ending
you can check it out here if you're curious!
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note: when editing the post i accidentally deleted two bullets *sobs* i hope you hadn't seen that.

it has been a while since i last wandered around here.
january has been a lot... applying for internships, reading three books a week, daily exercises, cleaning up what had piled up during the second half of 2025, trying to mantain a social life, fighting the second hand i have now phone after mine was stolen, and struggling with mental health (all while melting in the summer heat)... i blinked and it's suddendly february.

i wanted to post an update on what i've been working on, even in the middle of the chaos.
  • hey sweetheart one shot from [community profile] ficwip: probably the longest one shot i've written until now (that's not a lot but still). i have a strong take on surveyor and emergency transport and i want to share it. they are so doomed and hungry and a mess... a hot, tragic mess i can never shut up about.
  • drabbles: whether from  [community profile] 100words , ficwip's biweekly drabbles or [community profile] vocab_drabbles, they had been my salvation when i feel insecure about my skill (which is stupid!!!! why do i compare myself? why am i putting so much pressure on myself?) 100 words had helped me practice without expecting high stakes, but still feeling proud of mysef once done <3 i have so much fun with them.
  • summer ficlets: i just love tooth rotting fluff. i've been using the prompts in this bingo. for now, i'm focusing on those prompts that could be part of this modern AU where they (luchino and eli, who else!!!!!) are in a established relationship. that means summer fling will have to wait.
  • we eat doves post mortem drabble fest: from this community i found last time i checked dreamwidth! love the concept, love the prompts. even when i already have so much on my plate, i wanted to give it a try... then i realized i don't think i will add my fills to the collection. what if someone sees the profile and calls me out? it's just my anxiety talking, oh.
i think that's all? i keep finding prompts and challenges and events when i totally should focus on what i already have. yesterday i was literally looking from valentine's themed prompts for february, as if i didn't have everything above and a long story to finish...
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written for [community profile] 100words
fandom: Identity V | pairing: Eli Clark | Seer/Luchino Diruse | Professor | rating: general | words: 100
note: i missed drabbles. i missed dreamwidth. but i'm back hehe.



only rewards
 
The box appeared as they always did: silently, placed among vials and notes.
“A reward.” Noir’s eyes didn’t meet his. ”For your collaboration.”
Inside, cradled in black satin: an engraved watch, delicate script on the back beneath the Mélodis symbol.
“The family values results. As do I.”
He never missed: microscope components, access credentials, a leather notebook, a fossil insect in amber, subtle fragrances… Each grew more personal, yet they were always only rewards.
Luchino couldn’t decide what to think of these quiet offerings; he never got to ask.
Noir wouldn’t come again. Not tomorrow. Not next month. Not ever.
 


ao3 link: archiveofourown.org/works/78252351
drabble collection: archiveofourown.org/series/5457861
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two log cabins with snow on the roofs in a wintery forest the text snowflake challenge january 1 - 31 in white cursive text

Challenge #4 Rec The Contents Of Your Last Page
Any website that you like, be it fanfiction, art, social media, or something a bit more eccentric!

actually, i don't use many websites aside from the big ones. that's something i'd like to change, and the reason why i wish i used dreamwidth more.
could be my autism (it totally is), but i adore making lists and tracking everything i do. my accounts in the websites i visited for that purpose have been forgotten for some years, and i've been slowly updating them recently. 

  • listography, just lists and lists and lists. i'd spend a long time there when i was 18 years old, still in quarantine. i adored to click explore and see others peoples worlds. i had many more, but they had been privated as they are way too old. others, like the media list still public, need an update but are not thaaaaat far away, i think.
  • letterboxd, to track the films i watch. i'm abusing my streaming services privileges while i exercise, so there will be constant updates. though, i'm still too shy to leave written reviews and follow people.
  • goodreads. this one is a mess. i completely forgot about this account for years... so yeah, it's still a work in progress. if you check it, don't judge what i've read or what i have in favorites!!!! i'm still going through my library (and memory)
if anyone uses them too, feel free to follow me there <3 i'd love to be mutuals.
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a week ago, i added a currently section on my journal i'll be constantly updating.
a brief explanation of what i've put there right now as i won't be making a post of every single one of these.
  • writing: the fic for the hey, sweetheart event from [community profile] ficwip! i've decided to make it about surveyor and emergency transport. those two would rip off their skin before calling the other sweetheart... and that makes them perfect for the prompt. for now, i've decided it starts with luchino mocking the old world's romantic love, calling pet names as a joke until it's not, hah!
  • reading: comitted to my mission of improving my english, i headed to this british library in my city yesterday. i checked out have a nice night by james chase, red dragon by thomas harris (you know i had to as a cannibalism enthusiast) and the colour of magic by terry pratchett (my favorite author as a kid). i only have a week to finish all three... i'm positive i can do it, but just in case, i started with the one i haven't read before.
  • watching: star trek is paused for now because now it's in hbo max and god knows it's extremely pricey here. if i can't find someone to borrow it from, i might look for it online.
  • playing: after a year of hearing my friends talk about it, i got the opportunity to play limbus company last year. i received a lot of spoilers, but it hasn't stopped me from enjoying it. right now, my favorites are outis and sinclair.
  • listening: burn pugmalion!!! now i'm finally working on themes i've always been interested into (obsession, paranoia, power imbalance, unhealthy relationships, etc) this album i used to love at 18 has kept me company and has given me a lot of inspiration. the last fic i posted literally has one of my favorites lines from it as a title "can you feel me gnawing away at your heart". (fun fact: liz described the album as an "ouroboros of paranoid ideas"... can it be more luchieli?)


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two log cabins with snow on the roofs in a wintery forest the text snowflake challenge january 1 - 31 in white cursive text

Challenge #3
Write a love letter to fandom. It might be to fandom in general, to a particular fandom, favourite character, anything at all. 

the last few days have been... difficult. i wish i could have slept the last 96 hours, but it's too hot in here to even think of doing so. anyway, i'm better so i'm back to yap around here.

for the love letter, i'm going with identity v!

the funny is, i barely play play the game nowadays. it's been that way for what, three years now? and yet, i refuse to leave. i think i's because of the people. i've met the coolest mutals, my closest friends (including my bestie!), my favorite artists and writers, and overall amazing people thanks to this game. i genuinely don't know what my life would be like right now if i hadn't discovered the game five years ago.
the fandom isn't perfect (but is any fandom??), but i'm a firm believer of curating your experience and protecting your peace. i rarely interact with the main fandom, i prefer to stay in my own small circle, with people who understand me and i understand them.
and honestly? that small group is enough to make me love it. i couldn’t be more grateful.

i have some time left so...
LOVE LETTER TO LUCHINO DIRUSE ๐Ÿงช๐ŸฆŽ
because i have to take this chance to yap about this man.
if i said he is the best written character in the game, would i sound crazy? probably. but yeah, i'm crazy about him.

he's mad, but for his work. he's stubborn and greedy, but for answers. he's arrogant, because he knows he is a genius. 
what do you mean he completed his studies in half the time? what do you mean he doesn't doubt about injecting venom on himself?
and all of this is for the simple reason he craves knowledge. he would bankrupt the entire univesity, he would experiment on himself, he would endure the worst pain imaginable, ALL in the pursuit of knowledge.
the line "If you ask me, my only regret is probably being unable to name that creature myself" when he thought he was going to die soon was absolutely insane. he's unhinged, oh my god. i don't know how many times i've read and reread that line.
even through pain of his transformation, in the chaos of the events of the manor game, and eventually turning into evil reptilian, he never once regretted it. 

i wouldn't call evil reptilian his "other side", it's his true self. no longer tied down to social conventions, he can be much more meaner and arrogant. he's not cruel on purpose, he just doesn't care about keeping appearences anymore as he did as professor.
quotes like "Don't bother asking who I am. I'm a good person so long as I do you no harm","See these scales? They represent a beauty unattainable by mankind" or "Even if you do not wish my happy,only I know if I’m happy and only I can decide" really show that. 
yeah, i love everything that is wrong with him... i love luchino diruse <3
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two log cabins with snow on the roofs in a wintery forest the text snowflake challenge january 1 - 31 in white cursive text

Challenge #2
Loosely defined! Post about your pets, pets from your canon, anything you want!

i can't believe i almost skipped this day, thinking i had nothing to talk about.
below, pets i've had and i would like to have, some rambling about neopets, and assigning pets to some of my otps.

huh, today i actually had a dream about my childhood dog last night. in a month, it will be two years since she passed away. if i start talking about her too much, i might get a bit down

so, let's look at the future instead. i'd love to have a cat. right now, i can't really have one of my family; they don't understand cats at all. they think they are emotionless and mean :( if they actually lived with one, they'd realize they aren't like that at all!! but i guess i'll just wait until i move out to adopt a kitty.
i also love hamsters! i had two russian dwarf hamsters, one as a kid and one as a teen. they were the cutest thing ever, probably my ideal pet. i'd love to have one again, but i want to make sure i can give it an proper setup: a large glass tank, igh quality food (not the cheap bags they sell here, where i've found bugs!!!), a san bath, and plenty of hides and toys.
in the meantime, i'll just keep watching hamster videos on youtube. i love those little furballs ughhh

okay, enough of real life!!!!
virtual pets!
i've always adored them. as a 2000s kid, i spent hours in neopets. i went through many accounts, and in every single one of them i had a lupe. other pets i've had were a kougra, a zafara, a skeith (i adopted one once then i felt guilty about not getting them on my next accounts, even when i didn't like them that much). though, in my last one, my favorite became the xweetok. i regreted so badly not having one before. just look at this cutie <3


the pets could also have petpets, their own pets. and the petpets could have pets TOO, buggy critters named petpetpets ...that was crazy. the doost speaks to me in a way i can't explain. silly doost... 

i remember there was this game about building an habitarium of petpetspets i adored. looking at pictures of it brings me so many memories. when they announced they would closed it i cried. oh, nostalgia is hitting hard.

assigning pets to a few of my opts because i can

  • luchino and eli: they already have brooke, eli's owl. for sure, luchino would bring lizards and snakes. eli wouldn't refuse, he finds adorable how he talks to the geckos when feeding them as if they were his babies (they are). let's just hope brooke doesn't try to eat em...
  • joseph and aesop: they're totally cat people. gatto made it canon! they would have 3-4 cats. all their friends are sick of them showing cat pictures every time they meet. OH they could even create an instagram account for them.
  • tracy and violetta: a rabbit! violetta wanted one and tracy couldn't refuse. at first, she wasn't excited at all, like it kept interrumpting her while working, but soon she warmed up to it. seeing violetta snuggling with it made her meeeeeelttt.
  • gyro and jhonny: aside form slow dancer and valkyrie, their horses, they could have a dog and a white mouse. the mouse is an obvious pick ofc. the dog is new!! it would be adopted, maybe without even planning to. johnny didn't know he needed a dog until he lived with one. after that, gyro has to make sure he doesn't spend all their money on it.
  • aki and angel: they would NEVER have a pet. they don't have the energy or time. or maybe fishes? angel would be looking them swimming around at it for hours. meanwhile aki is the one making sure they have everything they need. 
haha that was fun. should i write a pet fic? i already added it to my to-do list.
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two log cabins with snow on the roofs in a wintery forest the text snowflake challenge january 1 - 31 in white cursive text

Challenge #1
The Icebreaker Challenge: Introduce yourself. Tell us why you're doing the challenge, and what you hope to gain from it.
 
alright! i'm valentine, a 21 year old from peru. after struggling for a long time, i finally got back into creating last year. these days, i'm drawing and writing pretty regularly, posting works about my main fandom, identity v.
about the challenge... soooo i really want to use dreamwidth more, as i love the vibe here, but sometimes i'm not sure what to post. after seeing many people joining in, i figured i could give it a shot!
what do i hope to gain? i want to post more often, let people get to know me a bit better, and get used to how the site works. plus, it's great practice for my english. and of course, the main goal is to have fun-- โœจ
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like i mentioned in my last post, i've been planning to revisit old favorites.
sooo i borrowed netlix from a friend and discovered THEY ARE REMOVING STAR TREK LITERALLY TOMORROW??? needless to say, i'm currently in a marathon.

it's funny. i spent my entire teen years not really thinking about it, so you can imagine the look on my face when i realized long after that the show i loved at 8 years old had such an impact in fandom and shipping culture.

i never watched much of the original series, i was always more into the next generation, but MAN i totally get the spirk fans. i know i'll be thriving with decades' worth of fanwork. i rarely get to enjoy things that are actually popular!!!!
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i really want to start using dreamwidth more, but i need to get a few things in order first.
dropping my to do list here:
  • find a new theme. the current one is okay but want something that feels more like me. maybe i'll learn enough html to tweak a layout myself? (hardly one from scratch, i can't barely make the cuts work </3)
  • follow more people. i've been a bit shy about suscribing to others. my current fandoms aren't huge here, but i see plenty of fans of shows and games i used to love. it could be fun to rediscover them!
  • organize my tags. they're a bit of a mess right now...
  • create a masterlist. just putting my works in one place. maybe sorted aus or events.
i'll be trying to do this as i keep posting. i don't want to let this account die.
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 written for [community profile] 100words
fandom: Identity V | pairing: Eli Clark | Seer/Luchino Diruse | Evil Reptilian | rating: teen | words: 100
(note: i'm not sure if i nailed the prompt. i know it doesn't have to be literally in the text but...)



unblinking
 
Why did his limbs not obey the screaming of instinct the instant that shifted within the gloom?
It was a scaled monolith. Grotesque, terrifying majestic at once. Unblinking and utterly silent.
Those yellow, slitted eyes fixed upon Eli with the same calculating focus reserved for glass-encased specimens, the same surgical intensity that sought to dissect him across the dinner table. Wretched remains of a genius who overstepped the forbidden; the man he once trusted turned into a beast.
Recognition didn't stay the violent shudder, the nauseating lurch as the monstrous silhouette loomed over him. 
Why, then, did he step closer?
 


ao3 link: archiveofourown.org/works/77018036
drabble collection: https://archiveofourown.org/series/5457861
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even the sky can briefly touch the unknown
fandom: Identity Vโ”ƒpairing: Eli Clark | Seer/Luchino Diruse | Professorโ”ƒrating: generalโ”ƒwords: 609
ao3 link: archiveofourown.org/works/76765286
note: this was supossed to be a drabble for new year. it got out of hand--

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valentine l.

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writing: "hey, sweetheart" fanfic
reading: beneath the skin by nicci french
watching: star trek the original series
playing: limbus company
listening: burn pygmalion!!! a better guide to romance by the scary jokes

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